我愛上讓我奮不顧身的一個人
我以為這就是我所追求的世界
然而橫沖直撞被誤解被騙
是否成人的世界背後 總有殘缺

我走在每天必須面對的分岔路
我懷念過去單純美好小幸福
愛總是讓人哭 讓人覺得不滿足
天空很大卻看不清楚 好孤獨


i sang this to my bf yesterday, partly because i love this song to death, and i thought it was pretty meaningful to sing under a gloomy night sky. it looked like it was gonna rain any moment.

he took my breath away. he didn't try to impress by bringing me for extravagant dinners or all dat, but it was the simple and thoughtful gestures which touched me.
and i really love him very very much, no matter what others say. we sat on a bench and talked yday, and talked and talked and talked. it was one of those in-depths conversations which we usually have. i'm glad to have very supportive ppl around me.
anyway, he is really a breath of fresh air. its time for me to count my blessings.

WEIREN MENG AND SIMON: LETS GO KARAOKE SOON OK!

i felt the sudden urge to blast my lungs out. and yes chinese songs too. was listening to zhang hui mei just now and i thought that i felt rather sad. her songs all so...depressing. haha.

i enjoyed the last karaoke session with you guys. fun shit. especially when we all went mad during kylie minogue! hahaha.

我无所谓，我冷若冰淡若水。
我不为梦，留一点空，侵略我紧闭心扉。
当感情是唯一解不开的结，
而人，爱听谁伤了谁。
我愿是风中，飘然轻落的叶。

我无所谓，我伤过心掉过泪。
我只在乎，爱本无罪，何苦要陷入重围。
当世界被感情蒙上一层灰，
而我，宁愿是最后的落叶

i was reading through msn message histories last night, and i found a particular one hilarious. i rmb chatting with alex on msn for a few hours, and it was just..super damn talk cork la.
but what he said is true, we'll lose contact in a few months. sad, but true.

i gave the bf a card yesterday, wrote a little something on it la of course.
and i also found out that he kept the movie stubs and wrote the date and occasion on the back. i was very touched. really. i dont understand why people always think that im the one who made the first move, cant it just be a mutual like-each-other thing? it made me a bit sad la.

haha, everytime i read simon's and meng's testimonials, they never fail to bring a smile to my face. so funny la my fellow bitches! was awfully glad to be able to catch up with them last thurs during their usual subway dinner. was surprised that weiren was working at Paragon's Raoul, i ought to pay him a visit sometime.

so one week came and went, the travel fair was quite gosu seriously.

"CHEE YOKE PING NENNA!you crazy biatch! jus look at all your retarded pics (except the nice ones of us lol) no wonder ppl think u r a crazy woman. What happen to you MIA for so long? We were missing a tissue paper supplier and bag bitch to carry our stuff for us lol... nenna nenna quite so contrary, soon going to be holding the passport of ANOTHER COUNTRY. Better not say too much wait a certain missy will start saying bad stuff about you. But she can suck balls la cuz you is our biatch and we will protect u haha. UNHOLY TRINITY's designated bag biatch nenna shall not suffer from the indignities of having mud slung at her. ONLY WE CAN DO THAT LOL.

We need to UPGRADE U NENNA. Manolo Blahniks, Jimmy Choos, Cartier, Givenchy, Chanel, SKII, Elizabeth Arden.. UPGRADE U! (Don't say LV cuz that's for AH LIANS)

Nenna is from the block, but don't be fooled by the rocks that she's got (they're all pebbles actually) that she's lugging in her nonsense handbags. We need to get u a FENDI to outclass that biatch. Time to get yourself a better idol cuz CLAY IS CRAP.

Please hide your pads in your bag properly so you don't end up dropping them all over the place like when we went to JB for that day trip. You ah... must upclass you and upstyle you so can show u off as the Unholy Trinity's Designated Bag Bitch. Think you too strong already from all that squash training.

La Simonina and I will be watching you hor so pls remain contactable otherwise we will ask le choops to pay you a visit. Going to become teacher, cannot behave so crazy anymore... stop letting down your hair to shake like a mad biatch very unglam you know. Cannot mould the future of our nation until they become lidat also.

Ok i think i have finished saying what i wanna say. DUN TRY TO RUN FROM US cuz we will catch you like a little hamster and feed u to the NTU undergrad. LOL kidding la."


- well, THAT was dear Meng's testimonial. I STARTED LUFFING TIL I ALMOST FELL OFF THE BED LA CAN?! i am their bag bitch, and will always BE! YAY. seriously.
anyway, i really dont understand how to make peace with her when there's nothing to make peace about in the first place!

results have been..satisfactory, considering that this semester was hell for everyone. i have never memorised LIKE THAT IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. I SWEAR. but, OK LA...
i really would not have made it through without my mugging khakis, namely rf, cm, and kp. they motivated me la seriously. without them i would have DIED REALLY BADLY.

and to la simonina, luke AUDEMARS anthony a.k.a meng and le choops a.k.a. GYM RAT, I MISS YOU ALL SOOO SOOO MUCH. MUAHS MUAHS MUAHS. ok dats quite sick.
BUT NVM I CAN PLANT KISSES ON YOU ALL NEXT TIME RIGHT! RIGHT???????

anyway, NUS piano ensemble was EXCELLENT la. i was in awe of how their hands ran ever so lightly across the piano keys, making delightful music pleasant to the ears. there was a piece where there were 4 pianists on 2 grand pianos, SO IN TOTAL THERE WERE 8 HANDS! my goodnesss!
and there was a cello player and a violinist. very very pro.

yes la, update more later, time to scoooottt!